First:
http://www.rpgdl.com/forums/index.php?topic=2205.msg37947#msg37947So much questioning over so much that is readily evident, Mr. Miyagi. I question your wisdom, but as the answers are so readily available, allow me to enlighten you.
I find myself innocent for
1) causing sudden death - really, with the communications problems this was
strictly better than voting for Mr. Flanders or to stand by and watch him die anyway,
regardless of where my vote would eventually end up. Thanks for mentioning this as suspicious in one breath and then discreetly clear me of it a few later.
2) not putting the hammer down personally - even if you don't believe that I was writing a hammer post when Excel's came through, it matters little when I'd made my position clear. How loudly need I scream from the edge of a crater that
I supported that lynching? Judge me for that choice, yes, but not for supposed indecision. What was there possible to be gained from it, when it clearly wasn't to veil intentions?
3) choosing Mr. Flanders over the little queen at the end - measured decision of loss if she's not innocent against the gain if she is and weighing those odds. Mr. Flanders' defense was most
likely vanilla, which was the lesser evil. The little queen's lurking would factor more heavily if not for it ending (and had it not ended I would have stuck to backing her lynching), and should persist no further. Yes, I think we were probably choosing between two innocents.
I find myself guilty of
1) not making my initial position on Mr. Flanders clear, and
2) flailing around at every new piece of information.
In brief: (ask for expansion and you shall receive and no, it's not quite chronological)
Start of the game = better feel for Mr. Flanders than other players. Way down any list.
Return to see choice between Mr. Flanders and the little queen = oh well, lurker must be worse, right.
Slapped in the face by Mr. Yangus's exposé, immediately followed up by checking Mr. Serling's source of the train = hang on a minute, these contradictions are compelling.
Time running out too quick = well yes, yes I will buy more time to do this sensibly.
Actually reading back = no, I disagree with Mr. Flanders's demonization of lurkers as the top priority, but I don't read nearly as much ill intent from it as the others do. The case is compelling but uncomfortable.
Mr. Flanders' defense = this is a load of crap... hang on, this actually reads quite strongly as desperate vanilla. In addition to my unease on the position that leaves us with the lurker, just short of a timely revival.
The little queen rolls out a soft role claim = oh for Heaven's sake, now I'm either choosing between a likely innocent and an evil despot, or between a likely innocent and a powerful innocent. Way to up the stakes.
From there to the end = the little queen does much to sway my mind on her position, keeping in mind that it will be undone if she drops back into the background again, but convinced enough to weigh it as innocent versus probably more innocent.