... okay now I feel -really- guilty about ever thinking I'm fat in the last year.
That's my job: token fat girl.
... yet another job I want to quit.
Well done there That seems like a lot of walking, I'm impressed. Not sure how I'm doing mile wise. I should ask the people I walk with. Having fun with the martial arts? I did Tai Chi for a while earlier this year/end of last year but that kind of trailed off. At the least I should try and incorperate the walking stance/style into my own walking or something >_>
Yaay doggie! How is he doing?~
Martial arts is great! It's hard, because I've never been pro at being in my own body, but it's excellent exercise mentally and physically. The sensei is constantly teasing me to stop thinking about everything I'm doing and just do it. I can't tell you how hard that is! Plus, I'm way out of shape/fat, so things are harder than they should be. But I love the work out, and I love spending some time just enjoying the things I'm teaching my body to do.
The dog is still one of my major stressors. He is getting better overall. He's a much different dog when we're in the apartment, and even for most of the walk. He still has a really, really big problem with other dogs. We're going to work with an aggression specialist this weekend. It's sort of my last hope that I can do something useful.
This sooo much. I've needed to be very, very strict there. Some weeks I just get a sweet tooth though Eating/having lots of fruit to gnaw on seems to help some. Also sweet yoghurt. Eating out wise fortunately? I live two or three small town/villages away in either direction from major big towns and hence from mainstream fast food/etc places like McDonalds, Burger King, KFC, Pizza Hut, etc so eating there is definitely a rare occurence/treat for me. There also aren't many major restaurants around which probably would be too expensive anyway. The biggest pitfall is the number of takeaway places like chinese, indian, etc which seem to be scattered around just about everywhere~ Currently trying to limit those even more to about twice a month eventually hopefully instead of three to five depending < the weekendish is usually the kicker. At least I'm not ordering/eating extra stuff anymore >_>
Ok maybe that wasn't quite the biggest pitfall. The other pitfall was fast food of the convenience type (wraps, pies, sandwiches, crisps/chips, shakes, etc) sold at the petrol station/garage right across the street <_< Also more of the same from the bakers, etc. Before I got my laptop I was literally out at the library for the computer nearly every day, there for three hours and then stopping by the garage on the way home for food (or the bakers beforehand for lunch >_>) I was sluggish, lethargic, tired and had no energy for stuff. It's small wonder I ended up with vitamin deficiencies. Bad.
I live a block away from a really great deli/burger place and a Subway. I am also a 15 minute drive away from everything else I could want: pizza, fast food burgers, Chinese from Chinatown, Panera (my favorite, if expensive, sandwich shop), Starbucks... When I'm at work? I'm a block away from a Subway, Quizno's, Starbucks and
four independent cafes. The shopping center that Andrew and I frequent, because it has a Barnes and Noble, has a ridiculous number of cheap-but-excellent places to eat.
I am also extremely lazy, and despite having food in the house I often can't bring myself to bother with cooking. I hate doing the dishes. This is weird, because I do love cooking! It's the time crunch thing again, I think. When I'm cooking, it's hard to be doing anything else.
So basically I need to quit my job and go on food stamps. Then I will have all the time I need AND no money to waste on frivolous purchases. Solution found~
... yeah, no. I just need to stop screwing around so much.