So... it seems like SnowXDjinn isn't going to work out. I'm so depressed, and I've ruined every facet of my life now. What's worse, it's all my fault and you're all welcome to hate me now.
The story, in summary: Snow and I met at DLCon and really hit it off. There were feelings and such and we continued to talk online and made big plans to have this trip together and be romantic and such. Months pass, both of us are still interested, but we're trying to be realistic that long-distance exclusivity isn't something that works. So we agree to just be friends with potential. Seeing other people is fine.
Well, I made the mistake of falling for someone. And I couldn't bring myself to tell Snow it wasn't just a fling. Now he's here and I feel awful for keeping it as "Just Friends". Bonus points, I didn't tell my special someone about Snow and that has also blown up in my face.
I don't know how to make this better. I don't know if it can be made better. I'm the terrible human being that angry female pop singers like Beyonce write hatesongs about.
